This photo could not be more perfect. The Narcissist returned some of my items that he still had the other night and I have been sorting through all the stuff. He gave me this snow globe for some birthday, anniversary, valentine’s day or other event and I pulled it out of the storage bin busted. […]
This morning, a really sweet older gentleman who I just met asked me… “are you in love?” Before my brain could even catch up with my mouth, I was nodding my head and replying “yes…” seemingly ready to spout off all of the things I was programmed to say about my amazing husband, our perfect […]
Part of the abuse cycle with a Narcissist (and other personality disorders as well) is the crazy-making or gaslighting. Through this tactic, the Narcissist distorts your reality so much that you end up jumping through hoops to give them what they want and achieve their approval. As time goes on, you know that something isn’t right […]
OMG this is PERFECT!!! lookcatalog.comExcuse me while I delete you from my life. While I resist the urge to double tap on a picture of you smiling that smile that made me weak in the knees. While I hit you with a read receipt but no reply. While I swipe right on someone who looks […]
I started reading Psychopath Free by Jackson MacKenzie sometime last week and although I am only about 50 pages into the book, my mind has been blown on every page. This book is so insanely accurate to my experiences it is just crazy. I feel like this should be required reading before someone enters dating […]
I really wish I didn’t miss the Narcissist anymore…. but I do. It usually hits when I am laying in bed trying to fall asleep at night, or when I wake up in the middle of the night and have those first few seconds of confusion and reach to his side of the bed where […]
Towards the end of my marriage to the Narcissist I was desperately trying to cement our lives together in any way possible. I was eager to buy a home, settle down, make roots, have babies… anything to provide some stability and solidness to a marriage that felt like smoke sliding through my fingers… like a […]
It never ceases to amaze me when the Universe sends me messages or reminds me of things exactly when I need them. It happened this weekend when I was missing the Narcissist and I flipped open my copy of The Alchemist and realized that the forward is the story of Narcissus. The realization that the […]
I started this blog on 5/24/16, less than 60 days ago with the hopes of getting out some of the junk that was swirling around in my head through this process of separation and divorce from the Narcissist. I kind of expected the experience to be like my college days of ‘LiveJournal’ where I poured […]
I’d be lying if I said that this divorce was easy and that I felt strong and powerful every day. Some days out of no where the emotions hit me. Some days my heart aches with how much I miss him… or miss the idea of him. Some days it takes every bit of my […]
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